I really need to do something and go to the hospital ontop of it. With all these disorders that I seem to have. I have the urge to make a senshi in all this emotion running through my mind, think about bad timing. I am not sure, what I am supposed to do, I don't have any insurance or anything. I need something, I donno if its motivation or what to make things better, or just go to the doctor to be put on more meds and to go back on meds I need to be on. But then I could have seizures as I read in this one thing about my disablities who knows... This is when I usually go and get a tattoo, which I have been drawing out. I am done ranting for know.